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Tue, Feb 2nd, 2010 02:40 pm
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As I was laying in silence last night because I didn't feel like listening to music or watching tv, I thought about a lot of things.
I'm not sure what led me down this path, but I got to thinking about love and how I had always believed that feelings you've had in the past will always linger and that there was no real way to get over many of those because they were so strong.
I'm not sure if I really believe that anymore. I thought I would still really care for people from my past, but as a whole, there are some I can say I don't. There are some that I miss, some who's relationships I enjoyed and think about and care for, but then there are others whom I never think of, and I can't bring up in my head at all. When I sit and try to think about that time in my life, nothing comes to mind. It's just blank. I can honestly say that I'm completely and utterly over that point in my life and it feels weird, because I really did believe that those feelings would last a lifetime. Truly did. But the didn't, and now I don't know what to think.
There are some feelings that remain from my past. I haven't been able to get over the competitive jealousy of some points in my life. Which is weird, because there really isn't anything to base any of that off of anymore. I dunno.
Brains are weird.
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| Selling Costumes/Clothes |
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Mon, Jan 11th, 2010 07:10 pm
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I'm in desperate need of some money so I'm emptying out my closet!
All prices include S&H inside the continental U.S. Paypal only! Please leave a comment or e-mail me at kalasnacks@gmail.com
( Click Here! :D )
Please help me! Thank you!!!
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| 2009 was awesome! |
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Tue, Dec 29th, 2009 08:41 pm
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Wonderful things in 2009:
I had blonde hair and loved it.
Got engaged July 4th with the best person ever.
Got drunk for the first time in my life.
Got a job at GameStop (again) and I love the people I work with (mostly). xD
Had pretty polka dotted kimonos for Momocon that we made ourselves.
Went to Chicago in May and visited Eric for a week. Rode the bus for 18 hours both way. xD
Went to A-Cen.
Made an Edea outfit that's pretty neat. Got a lot of compliments. [:
Made a Konishi cosplay as well.
Made silent hill nurse outfits for Halloween and scared the shit out of some people. Made one boy pee himself. xD
Christmas was fantastic! Got to spend it with all my favorite people, and I got everything I wanted. A camera, body form, adorable jacket, Chi hair straightener, and York peppermint patties.
Got to see Brand New in concert! Jesse Lacey was fantastic. :D
Brand New released a new cd Daisy! :D
Almost got to see Miyavi in concert... It's a good thing even though it didn't happen because it's been postponed, so I'll get to see him eventually. We have the tickets at least. Lol.
Got to play Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days which is awesome!
New Zelda is fun too.
Found Lost Odyssey, which came out last yer, but is super fantastical!
Princess and the Frog came out and I got to see it in theaters. I love the classic Disney animated musicals! Princess and the Frog was a great addition. [:
Found the love of Scrabble.
Got to hang out with Gally a lot. I love her tons!!! Hope she can come to my wedding!
Read the Wheel of Time series, the best series of books ever (not including His Dark Materials). Even went to a book signing and got the newest one signed by Brandon Sanderson! :D
Eden of the East came out and so did Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood, both amazingly awesome animes!
Got to live with Ansley! I love her.
Tried a lot of new foods and enjoyed most of them!
Got started on planning a wedding, which was fun. [:
Got into UGA's education program.
Heard that Final Fantasy XIII will come out next year. xD
Got a pink Ipod.
Got to see all my friends.
Thanks to all the people who have made my 2009 great!!!!!!!! Here's to hoping that next year will be just as amazing if not more so! :D
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| What?! |
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Sat, Nov 14th, 2009 01:30 pm
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I noticed I didn't post about Brand New in here!
So, Tommy took me and Sarah and his mom to the concert for my birthday this year. It was a lot of fun.
We got there on time, but since me and Sarah didn't know anything about concerts, we thought we would go sit up top for the first act and then go to the pit. Mistake. We should have made our way up to the front as soon as we got there so we could see Jesse Lacey perfectly, but alas, we've learned our lesson.
Anyway, we made it up to like the 3rdish row int he pit for Brand New. I was so close to Jesse Lacey I could see his sweat, his mole on his neck, the UEN on his guitar... His arms were fantastic xD
They played allt he songs I wanted them to but 70x7 and Not the Sun. They started off with You Won't Know followed by Degausser and I was done, cooked, over, ded.
I had a wonderful time. :D This year has been pretty awesome. [:
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| I wish I had the time and Energy |
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Sat, Nov 14th, 2009 01:27 pm
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To keep this completely up-to-date, but I find it hard to spend the time writing out every little thing that happens to me. It's sad really because I love my livejournal, but alas... Maybe in the future.
Last night, Sarah and I went to Norcross for a Wheel of Time book signing. :D AND Harriet was there! I was so excited! We were numbers 38 and 39 in line, which was awesome because there were many people there and we got to sit int he front and get our books signed first. [:
Harriet read us the part where Faile destroys Masema, which was pimp. And there was a short Q&A where someone asked about asmodean, haha. Someone talked about the tolkein, and no one cared. Lol.
We were sad we didn't dress up. We felt so ashamed of ourselves. ): We'll dress up next time for sure!
We want to go to Jordancon, but it's so expensive. We'll have to save up, because Im sure it will be fun! :D We decided to go as Tinkers, and that'll be awesome I'm sure. [:
I've so much school work to do it's ridiculous, but I want to get as much done as possible so I will have free time during thanksgiving break and such. D:
Wish me luck! <3
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Sat, Aug 22nd, 2009 04:29 pm
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But I felt like I should put something in here.
I miss having the energy/will to post in here all the time. It's always nice to be able to go back and look at the things that went on in my life.
Living with Ansley and her friends here in Athens now. It's pretty fantastic. I love them.
Tommy came to visit this weekend. Yesterday, we went and ate chicken and rice, and met gally and ansley at t he liquor store and bought a shit ton to go with the shit ton ansley already has.
Ansley had some friends over as well. We had a little many party and played cards and apples to apples and such.
Tommy got Gally wasted. Her first time. I felt so bad. He was so mean! lol
I am pretty sure I got drunk last night, but I didn't get sick. It was pretty entertaining and I had great sex ;D
Today, we had cinnamon rolls and then went to a pizza buffet with ppl and got a new router so now I have good internets <3
Tommy's napping right now, but we'll probably play scrabble when he gets up and we plan on eating chicken wings for dinner tonight and going downtown.
Speaking of DT, I went there 2 nights ago for the first time. I was DD and everyone get emo that it wasn't much fun. hopefully tonight will be better [: I'll dress cuter this time. Lol.
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| Engagement |
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Sun, Jul 5th, 2009 12:16 am
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It's been a long time since I've posted last, and there's a reason I'm posting now...
Today, July 4, 2009, while watching fireworks in Dublin, Ga on a blanket laid out on the grass, during the fireworks finale, Tommy proposed to me!!!!!!!!
It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute and amazing and glorious and I'm so in love and happy.
Beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his words were "What would you do if I told you your mom was right?" Lawl <3
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| A Year |
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Sun, May 24th, 2009 05:45 pm
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4 days ago was my and Tommy's 1 year together. [:
It's pretty weird to think about sometimes. It seems like we've been together forever. Much longer than a year lol. But at the same time, I can remember last year so vividly that sometimes it feels like it was only yesterday that it happened. It just recently started to feel real to me. It was like a dream for so long.
Needless to say, this past year has been amazing. I love him so much. ^___^ He's so good to me, my family, my friends, etc. He's everything I could ever hope for and more.
One year down, hopefully a lifetime to go. ;D
I love you Thomas Johnson-Averette!!!!!!!!!!
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Wed, Apr 1st, 2009 11:20 pm
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God Hates me.
in the last weekend, I got backed into on one side of my car, and the next day, the other side.
My poor car. It's so scraggly looking now ;-;
Sucks.
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Wed, Feb 25th, 2009 12:28 pm
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I've been playing on Twitter the last few days. I think it's kinda cool and it's easy to do on my phone. So if ya have a Twitter, follow me ;D
Aside from that, I spent about 6 hours over at an old friend's place last night. It was fun. Adam and I can sit and talk forever and I dunno why haha, but we always have. It's kinda depressing though because we talk about Dav'El. Apparently his ass did cheat on me with Denise and such. I was treated so wrong in that relationship. I feel like.... /shudders. How dumb was I? haha. Oh well. There's no telling who all else he cheated on me with, or was seeing behind my back. /shrugs.
It doesn't hurt me that he did it. It hurts me to know I let him do that to me. Yano? Luckily I've found the best person for me and now I have nothing to worry about ^___^ Lucky~~~~~~~~<3
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| Love Presently |
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Fri, Feb 6th, 2009 12:49 am
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Things people said got me thinking...
My relationship with Dav'El was my first serious relationship. I'd never had feelings like that towards anyone before him. So in a way, I was sort of disillusioned into thinking that it was the best, that none could come after, and that none would ever be as good, even though our relationship was never that stable.
I loved Dav'El, and still hold some feelings for him, because I truly cared for him. I still think of him from time to time and wonder if he's happy and doing well. But I don't wish to be in a relationship with him again. I think we did much better as good friends, not as lovers. We clashed too much. Not sure why, but we were never fully happy or content I guess is the word for it. One was always upset about something yano?
But with Tommy, it's a completely different relationship. I love him, not like I loved Dav'El, but on a totally different level. They are two different people and our loves happen to be two separate and very distinctive loves.
I don't know if I can show this with the words I chose to say in posts, to people, etc. But it's completely different.
I love Tommy so very much. It's so wonderful being with him. I'm always happy with him. He's a wonderful person, and I think he's truly amazing. I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life right now. I'm close to home, I'm dating a wonderful boy, I have Sarah, I get to see my loved ones every weekend, etc.
I'm content with life. I'm content with love, and I honestly and truly want it to stay like this forever. I might have said things similar in the past, or expressed similar feelings, but that was in the past. I've grown up some, I've experienced new feelings, new things, and I would choose the relationship I am in now over any other ones I've had in the past. Easily.
So when I say things today that might have come out of my mouth a year ago, they are different.
I'm not sure if I'm making any sense, or how to express it where it will. I'm sure you could even hold onto your beliefs and tell me that I'd say the same thing in any relationship I'll ever be in, and that could possibly be true. If I were to have another relationship after this one, I would hope I would say something similar. I would hope that if I were to leave this relationship and find someone new, that he would be even more amazing, and that my relationship would have evolved into something even better than it is now, or otherwise, what would be the point, you know? Why would I leave something for something else that isn't as good?
I dunno. I honestly, right now, couldn't think of anything Tommy could do to better our relationship. I have zero qualms with him. There's no arguments. There's no tears. There's no regulations, worries, paranoia, nothing. Only happiness, love, safety, and contentedness. He's caring and sweet, and I am truly happy.
I don't know if this helped any, but I hope to clear up any misunderstandings or doubts in people's hearts about me. I tried. If it worked, I don't know. But I tried xD
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| 25 Facts about ME |
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Thu, Feb 5th, 2009 10:25 pm
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1. Playing dress up and taking pictures is one of my favorite past-times. I'm 21 years old and still love to get with my girl friends, put on wacky clothes and make up and take pictures.
2. I still throw temper tantrums.
3. I cannot stand to be alone, no matter what I'm doing. Seriously, if I'm alone for too long, I get reduced to a sobbing, self-pitying mess. I hate it.
4. I've been working on a story/novel for around 7 years now. It's been through many many stages and not much has been put on paper quite yet, but all the ideas are there and being messed with ;D
5. I'm addicted to manga. I can read manga all day every day. I just don't have the materials to do so now. [I've read every manga I feel is worth anything, and some that weren't, on www.onemanga.com already] If you've any suggestions, please give them to me. I feel empty without a manga to read xD
6. It's hard for me to make friends. More importantly, it's hard for me to make female friends. I'm extremely picky, and I'm somewhat shy/reserved when I first meet people... And girls always have their own little group and it's hard to weasel your way into a girl's life if you're a girl too... I'm telling you, it's hard! There are a few girls I've met/heard of that I would really like to befriend/be better friends with... but it's probably not going to happen ;-; Perri, Gally, I wish we were better friends~! D:
7. I've a terrible scare of cockroaches. Too many horrible experiences with them. One crawled up my leg as i was eating dinner once. Another flew into my face and around my head as I was using the restroom. Another terrorized me in my bedroom and reduced me into tears... So now, I will scream and promptly exit any room where a roach has been seen. No thanks.
8. I am neither witty, funny, nor entertaining. But I am a good accomplice. I can laugh like no one else. Any person is a comedian around me ;D
9. I am madly in love with Disney movies. Especially musicals. Disney musicals are the best. I have like 50 cds of Disney songs everywhere. In friends' cars, in my parents' cars, in my car, etc. I can't make a CD without at least 3 or 4 Disney songs on it. [I know a good bit of them by heart - Gaston and I Can't Wait to be King are 2 of my favs] I was once singing and dancing to Disney songs in my car one day when an old black man in a pick-up truck pulled up beside me and gave me the loser sign. It's one of the best moments of my life, legitimately.
10. If you can't tell yet, I'm extremely obsessive. I always have been. Be it Grease, N'Sync, Anime, Manga, Certain characters, Miyavi, my boyfriend, my friends, my favorite color [which is Pink and EVERYWHERE that is mine]. I obsess hard and long, lawl.
11. I am a Hello Kitty FANATIC. I wish to have a Hello Kitty house, but I won't. Maybe a daughter's room or a club house or something ;D I currently have a Hello Kitty bathroom and am working on turning my car into a Hello Kitty vehicle ;D
12. I'm a Libra. The best sign there is. I'm into astrology... And I like to use it to get to know people. As a whole, it's quite accurate. I know that Libras are awesome, Leos are attention-crazed, Geminis talk a shit ton, Virgos are bitches, Pisces are awesome, Cancers are bi-polar, Scorpios are dicks, etc. It's good to know ;D
13. I want a tattoo of a Libra scale with a Pisces fish on each side, one for Sarah and the other for Tommy. I'm waiting though. Got to make sure those people are there to stay ;D I also have wanted a Monroe piercing or a nose piercing for a long time now... I really! want one. I'm just talking myself out of it because I'm scared of needles and I can't be wearing piercings in the classroom ;-;
14. I'll play any game that other people can play with me. I like Halo, Rock Band, tried WoW, etc. Rock Band is my favorite though [: I especially love playing RPGs with my friends and voicing the characters. It's super nerdy, but it's so damn fun. You get some pretty interesting things happen when you speak for the characters. You should try it.
15. I've never been drunk, but I am kind of curious what it would be like. but not curious enough to try.
16. I want to work out, play sports, etc. But I don't have the will power to get off my lazy ass and do anything. I need to have someone there pushing me, or people depending on me. No one but myself is depending on me atm, and that's not doing anything for me lol.
17. My goal in life is to get married and have a family. I want a cute two story house with a decent yard, a nice backyard, lots of trees, and a creek. I want 3-4 kids. I want a family SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad. People are always telling me to wait and enjoy my youth, but I just want to get on with it and have my babies <3 Names I like right now are: Katie Scarlett [I'm a hug Gone With the Wind fan], Sierra Leone, Aidenn, Tristan.
18. Along with the last one, I also am not afraid of getting old. I am actually looking forward to being older and getting to see my children grow up and start their own families, and spoiling grandchildren. I can't wait to spoil some grandchildren. I want tons of them xD I also want to be one of those old people who are constantly in Jo-Anns fabrics, who go into a fast food restaurant and order the same thing every day, etc. I want to be a cute old couple who walks everywhere holding hands with my husband and being the envy of others. I love old people <3
19. I still sleep with stuffed animals when I'm not sleeping with Tommy. I can't go to sleep unless I'm clinging to something. It just doesn't feel right.
20. I don't really like chocolate or sweets. I don't care for cake, cookies, candy, etc. I do love skittles and other fruity candies though. Just not chocolate. I have exceptions for yorks, reeces, and white chocolate [: But overall, I'd rather eat carbs [potaties, bread, rice, etc]
21. I tend to be manipulative. I like to get my way, even if I have to play a little dirty. I'm also usually more mean to the people I'm close to.
22. I eat chicken. Chicken, bread, and potatoes are almost exclusively my diet. Although I LOVE fruit, and Watermelon is my favorite food. Chicken is what I eat the most.
23. I love to get on Wikipedia and just read. I can spend hours and hours on one subject, just clicking on every link on the page, every link on those pages, etc. In fact, I just spent 2.5 hours reading about Shinsengumi members. What can I say? I LOVE Wiki <3
24. I also like to spend my time online looking at random people I know/sorta knows pictures on myspace/facebook. And then looking at those people's friends' pictures, and then those people's friends, so on and so on. Sometimes you end up on some really cool people's pages. I like to look at people's hair, clothes, and make-up and steal all of their ideas... and then not do anything with them because I'm lazy.
25. I find everything my boyfriend does cute. He can be telling a story, and I'll squeal because of his cuteness. He could pick his nose and eat his boogers and I'd probably hug him and tell him he's the cutest thing in the world. For real. He is. I don't know why, but everything that he does or that comes out of his mouth is pure adorable. It's so weird.
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Mon, Jan 19th, 2009 02:34 pm
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Alright, I turned in my application for the TEP. I'll find out if I made it in mid-March.
That's so much stress off my shoulders.
Turns out baker never picked it up and just didn't bother to tell me that he didn't. I don't know why Baker and Ricky were trying to sabotage me, but I survived. Those douches.
I did talk to Dav'El during all that though. He was pretty civil, returned my phone call, and told me that he was cool with me but Megan wasn't. I'm sure he's full of bullshit, but I'm glad that he at least lied to me haha. I kind of wish we could be friends again, but I'm not about causing any more drama so I'm leaving it as is. He and Megan seem happy, so I don't want to mess them up. Maybe in the future.
It was kinda weird though, because the night after that, I had a dream in which me and Megan were friends and were playing dress up and taking picture lol. I've always thought she was really cool and i'm sad that we had to learn about each other in such a lame ass way that prevents us from being friends. D: Oh well.
Picked out the bridesmaids dresses for Jet's wedding. Need to get that.
Uh... not much else has been happening. I should update more lol.
Later alligators xD
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| Selling Costumes/Clothes |
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Sun, Jan 11th, 2009 06:15 pm
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I'm in desperate need of some money so I'm emptying out my closet!
All prices include S&H inside the continental U.S. Paypal only! Please leave a comment or e-mail me at kalasnacks@gmail.com
( ”WIN )
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Sun, Jan 11th, 2009 12:33 am
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of things I want so I don't forget lawl
-nice pink camera
-pink mp3 player
-pair of boot/high top converse
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Fri, Jan 9th, 2009 01:27 am
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I LOVE Sailor Moon!!!!!
I want to cosplay as her, or black lady, or queen beryl xD
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Thu, Jan 8th, 2009 11:15 pm
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I'm seriously stressed out. I know what I want to do with my life, but I'm going through so much shit trying to get there and nothing's working out for me.
I want to teach. As simple as that.
But I fucked up by transferring to UGA. It's a beautiful school, don't get me wrong, and I'm sure it's wonderful and all that, but I had it made at Southern. I had a job. I had grants (7k worth). I was in the program and on my way to graduating on time.
Now look at me. I'm struggling with money. I'm stressed. I'm wasting hours on classes I don't need because I got pushed back a year. And now I may not even get my application in on time because I won't have my recommendations on time.
I'm totally boned. I'll have to take off from school, get a job, and pay off student loans until I can get into a college of education, either at UGA or elsewhere.
I should possibly go back to Southern. But I'll seriously be all alone there. All the people I knew and took classes with are all a year ahead of me now. I have no friends because the few that I had down there have gone sketchy and are avoiding me now.
Also, I'll be much further away from my family, Sarah, and Tommy. I don't know if I can handle that. I'm not sure what to do.
What should I do? I'm so depressed and stressed and just blah. I'm pissed at myself for not thinking further ahead. I should have stayed at Southern. I would already be nearly finished with school.
Dammit.
/le sigh
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| Christmas |
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Mon, Dec 29th, 2008 03:03 pm
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I've gotten really lazy the past year or two with my journals. I don't ever want to sit and type anything out, when before, it's all i could do to get my ass off of LJ, myspace, etc. lol.
Anyway, Christmas went well. I got money, clothes, a sewing machine, etc. The parents got me some Cooking DS games. They say that if I want to be a housewife and make Tommy happy, I need to learn how to cook LAWL. They're silly. I'm keeping one and taking the other back and hopefully picking up Rock Band 2.
Me and Tommy beat Re:COM in a few days. I enjoyed it [: I <3 キンダムハーツ ^___^
I'm gonna miss Japanese terribly ;-; Boo.
Yesterday i went and hung out with Ansley, Jet, and Matthew. We went to Rose hill (FINALLY!) and a beautiful Cathedral - it was sooooooo amazing. I've never been in anything like it. I loved it. We also watched American Psycho, and WOW! I never knew that Christian Bale had that kind of body xD Lawl. I enjoyed it (:
Tommy's coming back here today. I dunno our plans, but we should get together with some people and hang out and such.
Uh.... I dunno. Nothing too eventful has been up in my life. I'm secretly wishing Tommy would propose to me for Christmas (I haven't seen him since mid-December). But I know it's just wishful thinking lol. But dude, a girl can totally daydream about things like that. xD
Jet's engaged. Ashley's engaged. Even my once-lesbian sister I met less than a year ago is engaged haha. I want a ring too! xD lol
Was gonna hang out with Sarah tonight, but she's sick ): Which sucks.
Dunno what all the plans for New Years is, but as it seems, we'll all just be chilling at Sarah's or something, which is cool with me~
ano.............. Blah. Lol, can't think of anything to say.
Hope everyone had a great Christmas or whatever holiday you celebrate and a happy new year [:
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| SELLING! |
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Wed, Dec 17th, 2008 08:36 pm
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NEW ITEMS – NEW PRICES!
I'm in desperate need of some money so I'm emptying out my closet!
All prices include S&H inside the continental U.S. Paypal only! Please leave a comment or e-mail me at kalasnacks@gmail.com
( ”WIN )
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Sat, Dec 6th, 2008 05:14 pm
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I'm in desperate need of some money so I'm emptying out my closet and I hope that some of you will be able to help.
All prices include S&H inside the continental U.S. Paypal only! Please leave a comment or e-mail me at kalasnacks@gmail.com
EDIT: Pictures fixed!!!!!!!!
( Please take a look! )
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There's so much time in my life, yet I feel that I'm over-loaded with things to do.
I've fallen behind in Japanese, and I can't seem to pick back up my motivation D: I was able to catch up on my homework today, although I'm unsure what we had for homework last class period so I did the kanji page and the first 2 lesson pages.
I need to study this lesson and last lesson and look more into the grammar, but I just can't get myself to sit down with the book long enough to learn anything.
My other classes too... i've lost all motivation to do well, and as I result, I might not make the dean's list this semester, which is gonna make mom bitch at me ><;;
I'm tired of being alone too ><;; I spend most of the day, every day in my room by myself. It's getting frustrating. I miss Southern so much. I miss my friends who were always available and willing to hang out... I miss playing games all the time, the schedules, the flat campus, etc...
Athens wouldn't be so bad if i had friends I could hang out with all the time, but I don't... I'm a Libra, I can't take this being alone all the time D:
Hopefully my car will be fixed semi-soon... and I can find someone to sublease my apartment... but I really really doubt that will happen /sigh
I think Tommy is gonna come stay with me this weekend... I'm excited, but there won't be anything to do haha...
/emoemo/complaincomplain/whinewhine/bitchbitch/moanmoan
And I'm soooooooooooooooooooo hungry D: Not having any money sucks... I've had spaghetti to eat every night for the past 2-3 weeks... and I'm almost out of noodles... then what am i going to do? Eat spaghetti sauce alone? D: I need to get a job so I don't whither away and die lol
my room's a mess and I don't feel like cleaning it.
I'm a mess and I don't feel like cleaning me either hahaha
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Wed, Nov 5th, 2008 04:53 pm
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I'm so amazed by how many people are affected from our president.
On the news, at 11 o'clock, we learned that Obama was to be our next president. They showed people in Kenya cheering. Kenya.
I don't know why that affected me so much, but it made me cry. D;
And then I get online today to find that one of my favorite celebrities out of country (Japan), Miyavi, posted a blog directed to us:
"Happy Birthday, America
The clouds are going away.
The sun is starting to shine.
The road to the bright future is coming up.
But it's not up to a president to make a country better.
Its the people's attitudes and spirits that can make it happen.
And I'm sure that you guys know it, have it and will do it.
Japan needs to learn also.
Anyways, wish there is tons of hope in your hands from today !!
Change is happening.
Yes, we can.
From sea to shining sea
MYV"
Made me cry to. It's exciting to know that people everywhere are hopeful for a better future! Hopefully Obama will help lead us into a better future!!!
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Wed, Nov 5th, 2008 01:26 am
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I miss laying in bed late at night talking on the phone for hours.
I miss being entertaining enough and having enough to talk about for hours on end.
I miss having someone to talk to late at night for hours.
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| For Class |
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Fri, Oct 31st, 2008 03:50 pm
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So, for my Japanese class project I've got to find a native-Japanese person to talk to and ask questions about the Japanese language...
It's the lamest project ever...
So is anyone here a native Japanese person, or knows one I can chat with?
He preferably wanted someone who wants help with English, but we can totally fake that ;D
I just need someone to ask silly questions to for a while so that I can get close to 5 pages of chat dialogue to turn in next Friday lol
Any help would be very much appreciated <3
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| Feeling Down |
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Fri, Oct 17th, 2008 03:48 pm
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I'm in a funk.
A down funk.
I'm a sad Betsy.
I'm sad for my friends.
I'm sad for the economy.
I'm sad for my car.
I'm sad for me, even though there really isn't anything too big to be sad about.
I'm just a lonely Betsy, so I'm sad I can't see my friends. And not seeing the people I love all the time makes me a very sad Betsy.
Bah ;-;
I want to be with you guys always.
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| shooting stars |
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Sun, Oct 12th, 2008 10:04 pm
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couldn't even grant me a better reality atm~!!!!
I'm dating the bestestestest boy in the ENTIRE world~!!!!!!!!
For real!
For my birthday, he got me a 360, halo 3, AND a wireless network adapter for my new 360!!!!!
That's better than my Christmases~!!!!! Hahahahhahahahaa
<3<3<3<3<3
I'm so totally in love, it's amazing ^_________^ ♥
He brought his mom over to meet my parents this weekend. [: And we all went to a corn maze ^__^
And we tried new things ;D
And mommy was being silly and asked me if she could start planning our wedding and told me that she wouldn't send me to Japan unless I graduated with Honors AND married Tommy. Lol~!
And I got to stay with Sarah Friday night and see Charlie~ who is absolutely adorable!!!!! Me and Sarah watch lots of anime and it was really fun ^___^ That one guy was totally bout to keel a ho with his femur bone LOL! Hardcore xD
And I got to see Zachary [though I was in a bad mood when I got home and I might have taken it out on him a little, I'm sorry Zachary. ilu. Lol]
And Britt took me to a few places on the way home today and we talked.
And Ansley took me home, And Linda drove me to give Britt her car key...
I basically saw everyone super important to me but Megan this weekend [:
It was a wonderful weekend.
And I'm dating a wonderful man.
I love Everyone~!!!!!!!!!!
^__________________^
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| Nightmare |
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Thu, Oct 9th, 2008 02:23 pm
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I had a horrid nightmare last night ;-;
I was sleeping and Dav'El shows up. I dunno why, but I let him sleep with me. The next morning, I'm all Dav'El, we need to talk. So we're sitting on mmy bed at home and I'm like, "What happened to Megan?" And he tells me something like she was too serious and I want you, or something ridiculous like that.
There's some awkward silence and I tell him "I'm sorry Dav'El, but Tommy's the only one for me."
He gets really pissed and grabs a rolled up thing of purple wrapping paper and goes to swing it at me, but instead turns to leave. As he's walking away he tells me not to tell Tommy about any of this.
Well, the tone of the dream switches to that of a frenzy, scary movie where the girl is running for her life from a killer.
I'm dashing through rooms, somehow end up in an alleyway, and am crouching in a dark corner calling Tommy to tell him. I'm whispering to him, so he can't hear anything I say, and then I hear Dav'El so I hang up the phone.
We're back in my house again, and I'm running away from Dav'El who's chasing me. I run into my parents room and lock the door. As he's beating on it, I open the window and crawl onto the roof.
Dav'El kicks down the door, doesn't see me, screams, and then he sees me crawling on the roof through the windows over he bed. He starts trying to break the windows and come after me as I'm screaming at someone who's walking through the cul-de-sac to call 911, to save me.. Screaming at the top of my lungs for help.
It was one of the scariest dreams I've had in a long time D: Dav'El was really really scary ;-; I couldn't go back to sleep after it T-T
I kinda wish he'd have punched a McDonald's cup screaming THIS IS ANGER! in there somewhere though xD
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| MY BIRTHDAY |
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Tue, Oct 7th, 2008 02:16 pm
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Okay everyone,
my birthday is coming up.
I know I was talking about karaoke, but it's too expensive and such, so new plan.
What does everyone think about all getting together one evening and doing a corn maze? After we play around in the corn maze and eat corn on a stick or whatever, go to my house [the parents' house, since it's larger and closer to home for most everyone] and playing games or watching anime or just plain having fun?
We can just throw lots of stuff on the floor and have a big merry fun time? [:
What does everyone think? It'll be a lot cheaper, and less traveling for most everyone. I really want to see all of my lovely friends sometime, even if you can't make it, I wanna see you. D: I miss you all so much~!
So I'm thinking.... Friday October 24, 2008... around 7pm?
It's gonna be at Col. Cob's Corn maze in Newton County.
I think it's around 8 dollars for just the maze.
They also have hay rides and i THINK a Haunted house... I wanna go to the haunted house if they have it still [it was silly last time lol, but still fun] [: I think it was only 1 to 2 dollars... maybe lol
So I'd say, bring 15ish dollars, give or take a little... But it's not too terribly expensive at all [:
But let me know if you can make it! ^___^ I'd love for all of you to be there [:
EDIT!!!!!:
So, the only corn maze I've ever been to is the col. cob's corn maze in newton, but when looking at websites, I found this: http://northgacornmaze.com/index.html
It's HUGE! And the haunted barn looks fun... But it's a little bit more expensive and further away....
I think it'd be fun to try that one, but I'm asking you guys, since I want everyone to be there, should we stick to the cheaper one or the HUGE one?
Nevermind, it's a 2 hours drive lol
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| Life so Far |
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Thu, Oct 2nd, 2008 03:16 pm
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Hokay, well...
In the process of joining an Honors Frat (not fart like I had just typed). Phi Sigma Pi I think it's called... As an initiate, I'm having to interview all the current members, take quizzes/tests over a bunch of useless stuff (like the greek alphabet and cabinet members, etc).
But I'm getting gifts [: I've gotten an art book, my melody purse, pink eyelashes, and my melody bubbles kit. Funsies~!
Daddy came to Athens yesterday for work and took me out to lunch at Applebees. That was fun [:
Had a gas crisis last Sunday in Atlanta... It's scary, being without gas, etc... I'm really scared for our economy and feel that we're headed into a depression ):
I REALLY miss Sarah. I miss being able to go chill at her place after school, on weekends, having anime marathons, watching tv, working on our story, playing dress up, etc. I miss her ): I hate being so far away. I don't want to ever grow apart. I don't want her to forget about me ): I want to be with her often. I want to make outfits, draw, laugh til we cry, complain, swing at Honey Creek, etc. It's the main reason I miss high school... And now, even during summer, etc, it's so hard because we have to work, etc. We can't go back to just being children and having fun.
It was a lot of fun when we lived together. ): Shoulda made more use of it. Maybe I'll move myself in sometime and help with household chores and such ;D haha - I could help pay bills ;D lolol
I also miss going to teh same school as Tommy. We only got to have that benefit for a few weeks, and it was fun [: But I can live with the distance; I don't think we'll grow apart and leave one another from it. I hope lol.
I don't want to stay here during the summer like mommy wants me to. i don't. I want to go home, to Sarah's, visit Tommy, etc.
I really do think I'm going to brush up on my Algebra and try for the tutor.com job. But the won't help me during the summers... I don't want to work. I want to go back to older days and just play. ):
;-; I miss you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Awa 14 |
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Sun, Sep 21st, 2008 07:27 pm
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This year was much better than the previous 2 years of awa.... It's good to be in a wonderful, working relationship [:
It had it's ups and downs.
Group [off and on]: me, sarah, megan, zachary, tommy, wiley, britt, david, annmarie, linda
-ups-
Apples to apples out the WAZOO! Got the expansion pack [or rather the to go pack] and played til like 4 am both nights.... made a lot of con-weekend friends haha
dressing up [:
Tommy
Sarah and Megan & co
pretty things
-downs-
the dances
Sour attitudes
pms D:
People other than my loved ones touching my butt D:<
being fat
While I'd love to type an in-depth description about this awa, there really wasn't too much going on outside of Apples to Apples haha
Sat down, had some people join, moved location, had more people join, moved location to a vending machine room.
Sat down, had the entire world join, played boob-launcher or whatnot, got up, ditched.
interesting people: fabio, happy bacon, tyler, betsy [lizzy] maybe?
I enjoyed my lovely tommy's company this weekend as well [; I love seeing him. He's so sexy and wonderful and amazing! <3 I love him so so so so so much ^___^
Oh yeah.... got a few pins, some artwork, and a hello kitty phone charm.
Tommy bought me tamaki is my host pin and a hello kitty lunchbox.... I love them both! <3
^___________________^<3
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